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Currently Watching The Nightmare Before Christmas By Danny Elfman see related

I'm doing things I shouldn't be doing, going where I shouldn't be going, selling what I shouldn't be selling, yet I wonder... why do I do these things?! I don't want to do them... I'm really messing my life up! I got a UPC today. (I think Ashley Maher does to)

Anyways... I have cell group tomorrow. I'm gonna teach on worship & prayer. Yep! Alison and I are going to be meeting together sometime to talk cuz I have a "tough group". One is still involved in bisexuality, another in depression, and another just isn't focused. I'm re-evaluaiting my life and fixing it. Cuz I want to be a good example and not mess up my life like I am doing now.

My weekend was good. I had fun at the 10 mile walk-a-thon... walked with Shaina and Lauren. I still haven't raised enough money for Louisiana.

sol was fun last night. I didn't answer a question last night, so I really beat myself up over that one.

My friend isn't getting locked up in the crazy place. She is just being put on medication. Gotta go...

Currently Reading Holy Bible: New Living Translation, Burgundy Leather Flex, By Tyndale House Publishers see related

>Hey all. How goes life for you guys? Mine's okay I suppose.

>I tried calling my friend A.j. last nite, but he didn't answer his cell. He's chillin up in NC for the week cuz his brother is graduating. I rele need to get some advice from him!

>I still have the ace bandage on my wrist. It hurts alot. My parents told me i'm not allowed to skateboard anymore.

>Last night, I was rele "Beating myself up". I kept asking myself... 'why do i continue to do these things that i know God doesn't want me doing. i know its wrong, but why do i keep doing it??'   Last nite, i had a rele long prayer & worship time. It lasted from 10 pm-ish - 2am. I'm kinda tired, but i'm kickin it. I can't wait for the youth conference in Lousiana next month. That's my time to encounter God even though i am every nite in my room. I'm glad to say that i'm not wrist cutting or pill popping anymore.  idk what possesses me to do those things. i'm pursing God with all of my heart... i'm even getting rid of hindurances. i don't know what else i can do

>My best friend has her "evaluation" tonight. To see if she's going to be admitted in the 'crazy place'. idk what its called. Just pray for her. i want the best fro her. plus, how am i going to tell my parents shes there if she gets admitted??

>thats all i gotta say... be back on monday

>peace

>>>>Jeni<<<<

Hey all. Well, I have an ace bandage on my left wrist from where I fell skateboarding!  But just pray that it gets better!

Thank you to all who have visited my site and left comments and all. They have been real encouraging. 'Specially since I'm at a point in my life where I'm getting rid of a bunch of stuff in my life that is hindering me from seeking God with all of my heart. Dude... if only you all know... I've changed alot pretty much since July 7th at one of the youth encounters at my church.

Wow... I just upgraded this... now I need to figure out a way to pay for this...

Cell group last night was so much fun. Alot better than last week. Three people total and it was organized very much so! Worship was intense to. I love to worship! 

Even though I don't want to, I gotta end this